Busy busy busy

Crammed so much into the day today. Went to the gym and was home and showered by half ten then tidied up a bit, stuck on some washing and went into town with my Mum. Still desperately seeking the right dress for the wedding in Ireland on the 3rd October and must have tried on around 40 dresses today. You hear people yabbing on about how their bodies are temples - yeh, well my body is testiment to bad food and alcohol and years of being godamn lazy. Nothing fits the way it should. Getting stressed cos wedding means so much to us ( really close friends ) and I really want to feel good on the day - so much for my daily gym sessions. I have considered wearing a wet suit under a dress just to have that held in cant breathe effect.... Came home, chucked washing in drier ( disgrace in this weather!) then straight out to tesco for weekly shop. Back home - shopping away and tea on. Ordinary lives of ordinary people - all going about our business. Frightening to think how easily that was blown away for all those families.